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Alone in my room

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Reejana Shrestha ( 2003 Batch)

I was alone in my room, kind of reserved that is what people says about. In fact, it was the feeling, which made me think that I was probably the weakest one until a day came and all was stripped away. A simple, yes a simple blunder of mine stripped me off my happiness, joy and the meaning of living. Now I find myself left alone in the wilderness in search of a way out to reach my destination.

It feels like I am out of luck and lost the key to that room, the result I just have to wait for someone to find the key or I beg myself. I feel the sun shies away to shine upon me when I need the light desperately. Everywhere seems so dark absolutely pitch black, I feel so insecure as I have lost the caring hand and I seem like a rose without thorns. Now I think my heartbeat’s going to stop and I am here getting more fragile and feel as if taking in the last breathe.
Please do forgive me for the unamendable mistake. I know I am not worthy to be forgiven but still know, you can understand me the way I am. I need to reach the stars, the goal and come up with the flying colors. So, come and bring me out of the wilderness. I want to be secure in your hands. I need sunshine in the room of my life so come with the light and make the darkness flee at your sight.

I am in need of the same caring hands and love. I want to live and give back the world the laughter I got. I know you can give me a new life a life filled with joy forever more so that I can elucidate my life with fragrance and you, me and world. We will live a life full of love and joy until the end of time.